Tuesday, April 30, 2013

2013 Possum Kingdom 55K Race Report


 
Possum Kingdom Lake

So much for the race schedule I wrote down a month ago, I’m already having to cut back on that ambitious road map to Cactus Rose 100 Mile, starting with my race at the Possum Kingdom 55K Trail Ultra, held at Possum Kingdom Lake in Texas.  I signed up for the 52 Miler at Possum Kingdom over a month before the race, hoping my ITB would be healed enough to make a go of it, but after having my ITB give up on me again 23 miles into Hells Hills 50K 3 weeks before PK...who was I kidding; apparently myself, as I still held out hope there was still a small chance I could complete the 52 Mile race at PK.  The original plan was to run the first two loops of the 52 miler, if my legs were still holding together by the end of it I would have gone on to complete the final third loop, if not I was going to end my race at the second loop and claim a 55K finish.  However, just one small problem, the Race Director informed me I couldn’t decide to drop to the 55K mid race (I should have read the race documents), I had to decide before the race started...within 15 minutes of hearing the news I dropped to the 55K option.

While the feedback I was getting from my ITB was promising in the few long training runs I did between Hells Hills and Possum Kingdom, my confidence in it holding together over 52 challenging trail miles was close to zero...the quick decision to settle for the 55K race came as a relief more than anything.  In hindsight, I should have settled for the shorter 25K option at Hells Hills as well, but I was eager to get back into the Ultra running scene that was such a huge part of my life the previous year; the two months of no racing between Rocky Raccoon and Hells Hills seemed like an eternity, ignoring what my body was telling me, I went ahead with the 50K option and promptly tweaked my ITB in the process...fortunately it was nothing too damaging.  I read an article awhile back written by Scott Jurek about how he takes off from running completely for 2 months to recover from a grueling year of races; after Rocky Raccoon I was planning something similar with 2 months of running very low weekly mileage (20 miles or less), and run the occasional 5 or 10K race.  Then the thought of completing my next 100 miler at Cactus Rose entered my head and the drumbeat grew louder calling me back to the world of trails and ultras.  You can read and hear all the advice you want about training and recovery, but first hand experience counts for everything, especially when it comes to stubborn Ultra runners like myself (stubbornness is practically a virtue when it comes to completing Ultras), never rush a recovery process, you’ll only end up paying for it later.

Resetting my mindset into completing a 55K, maybe I can push myself a little faster now with the shorter distance, good thing because I would have a lot of great speedier company along the way during the first of two loops.  The race was a little bit confusing starting out, it has a lot of intersecting points that’ll send you through a mini-loop before reconnecting with the main trail in a sort of figure 8 pattern.  I don’t always look up the course map before a race and didn’t for PK, so it threw me off a bit the number of times I would be criss-crossing with the lead runners during the first loop (was I that slow, I kept wondering...).  The course was very well marked though with bright red arrows pointing runners in the right direction on the intersections, and it was great to have the chance to run into your faster friends more often during a trail race; as opposed to maybe seeing them once at the start of the race that only goes in one direction (or when they lap you...).    


Google Earth image of the course


With this no longer being a 52 mile race for me, I reverted to my usual plan for shorter Ultras like 50Ks; start fast, inevitably crash somewhere past the midpoint, and muddle my way to the finish.  I usually don’t plan much for Ultras in the 50K range anymore, and more or less just show up and see how long I can run before burning out, they’re training runs these days for longer distance goals; pretty much all my Ultras will be training runs leading up to Cactus Rose anyway.  It’s a good thing I ran into some friends early on that are rock solid middle of the pack pacers than before I could burn myself out.  I shared the majority of the first loop drafting off of Jeremy Day, who pretty much runs on auto-pilot, and his friend Ted.  This was all of our first time to run at Possum Kingdom, and we spent the majority of the run just noticing how great the trail is to run on.  Looking at the course elevation profile, I was preparing for some steep climbs, but it’s a bit deceiving, since those climbs are spread out over the entire 17.35 mile loop; the climbs were actually so gradual I practically ran the entire first loop with very little walking breaks, even though there’s around 1,280ft elevation gain per loop.  The trails at PK was also pretty smooth to run on, while it does have a fair amount of loose rocks in certain sections, you can generally avoid them, most of the trails were wide enough for two people to comfortably run side by side on (especially helpful since you’ll be running across other runners all day), so there’s a lot of room for side-stepping the rocks; I had very little problems running with my Vibram Spyridons, but all that would change on the second loop.



Image taken from Endurancebuzzadventures.com


Around the midpoint of the first loop, another friend, Kim Gray, caught up to us, for someone who was slightly feverish and could hardly breath while running, it was an impressive feat.  With Boston still on a lot of Runner’s minds, we mainly chatted about her experience running the Boston Marathon this year, where she finished just twenty minutes before the bombs went off...a reminder never to take running for granted.  With around 2 miles to finish the first loop, our little group broke off, and I took the opportunity to stretch out my legs a bit by speeding down a long straight-away, my favorite section of the course, with trees closing in on you on both sides of the trail and plenty of stones to play hopscotch around, the sensation of speed barreling down this section of the trail was exhilarating.  I eventually caught up with another friend Peter, who was out here training for the Tahoe Rim Trail 100, one of my top 3 dream races; naturally I started quizzing him on his training plan to tackle a monster 100 miler with 20,000ft elevation gain and loss...I was probably better off not knowing at that moment, without saying much, I have my work cut out for me if should I ever find myself signing up for that race.  I’m also thankful to receive some new exercise tips from Peter on how to strengthen my ITB, I’m at the point where I’m willing to try anything to get my ITB healed, short of seeing a sport’s therapist just yet.  Jeremy and Ted caught up with us less than half a mile to the finish, and we all finished the first loop together, that would be the last time I saw those guys on the trail.


Section of the Straight-away



With cool early morning weather, good company to share the trails with, and beautiful new sights to take in, running that morning almost seemed effortless as I finished the first 17.35 mile loop in a breezy time of 3:25 hrs.  I stopped to stretch my ITB a bit at the start/finish area, while the guys I was running with all left pretty soon after finishing the first loop, except for Kim who had to DNF...finishing nearly 17 and half tough trail miles in her condition was commendable as it is. Now the race gets frustrating, I’m not exactly sure why, but shortly after I started my second loop my feet and legs were hit with pretty bad fatigue and felt like dead weights to lift for the rest of the race.  Was my conditioning only good for 18 miles or so before I had to struggle to run, or was I not getting enough nutrition, relying mainly on Clif bars to fuel the first half of the race instead of gels?  Both points are most likely, as I’m still slowly recovering from Rocky, and maybe my body just can’t process those Clif Bars fast enough to provide the energy for racing Ultras (I had the same crashing problems at Hells Hills at similar moments in the race) and I still need to rely on energy gels that I’m trying to move away from in my training runs.  The rising temperatures into the 70s and disappearance of the morning cloud cover didn’t help matters either, the second loop will mainly be a quiet struggle from here on out.

Finding myself moving at a lethargic 13-14 minute/mile pace, I might as well enjoy the sights and take some pictures with the camera I brought with me (the first loop was for scoping out good sites to photograph later).  I don’t know how many times I’ve regretted not bringing a camera along on the many trail races I’ve entered; beautiful sights I’ve encountered on the trails from areas all around Texas such as the gorgeous and cavernous Pine forest of Tyler State Park (Whispering Pines 50K), the rugged beauty of the Hill Country Natural State Area Park (home of Bandera and Cactus Rose), and several areas around Central Texas (those huge granite domes of Reveille Ranch were spectacular to run on) are better shown with pictures than any description I could provide. Possum Kingdom is definitely one of those races you’d wish you had a camera on you as well, but it’s not so easy trying to take photo’s on the run.  Stopping so frequently to snap photos of scenic views of the Lake and trails may have compounded the problem I was already having with fatigue, since it broke my momentum to a standstill, making it rather difficult to pick up and run again.  After several stops for photo’s I had to put the camera away for good and focus on running my race; I’ll need to start practicing taking photos on the run for future trail races.







The first fully stocked and manned aid station is around 6 and half miles into the loop (there’s a water only table 3 miles in); stopping for awhile to stretch my ITB (really starting to bug me by this point) and taking in gels at the aid station helped returned some of my energy levels, but my legs still felt dead all the same.  With dead legs, slight inclines became mighty hills and all the rocks were increasingly difficult to side-step and dance around resulting in painful feet compounding my problems, I swear someday I’ll actually use those Altra Lone Peaks again on a trail race...  Around 4 miles later, and several stops along the way to stretch and massage my ITB, I made it to the second aid station, a remote outpost deep in the forest manned by two dedicated, if slightly bored, guys.  Compared to the first aid station that was parked near a boat ramp and had kids running all around, I always prefer those remote aid stations that seem like an oasis in the middle of the desert when you come upon them; there to save weary travelers from oncoming thirst and starvation.  I’ve been meaning to volunteer for the longest time at trail races (much like I’ve been meaning to donate blood again for the longest time...), and if I were to, it’ll be at these distant and quiet aid stations where you probably won’t have much to do after all the shorter distance races are completed, except wait for the occasional straggler running the Ultra distances to stop by for a refill.  I would get so much reading done volunteering for a 50 to 100 miler this way, I figure; thanking those guys for their volunteer work, I set out for the long 7 mile slog to the finish.

The wheels, so to speak, would start falling off soon after I left the aid station; not only would I have be to dealing with a stubborn ITB problem, my quads were starting to tighten up on me.  My ITB never got as worse as it did at Hells Hills (which I'm very much relieved of), thanks to some diligent stretching and massaging exercises I was doing periodically on the run, so I was able to run a lot further and harder at Possum Kingdom.  With PK being my longest sustained run since Rocky Raccoon, a distant 3 months ago, my legs felt almost as trashed as I remember them feeling after my first couple Ultras from last year...kinda disheartening to realise just how quickly one can lose their endurance conditioning after a long recovery period of limited running; or maybe I shouldn’t have taken these shorter Ultras for granted and so naively believe that I can do them now practically on autopilot after already having ran a 100 miler a couple months back.  I struggled back to the last aid station around 2 and half miles before the finish, which is actually the first aid station that you loop back to, and stayed far longer than I would have wanted, to stretch and massage out the tightness in my quad muscles.

I did have one final objective in this race, and that was not to get beat by the lead 52 mile runners, my ego would at least take some solace in that very small but minor victory.  As long as I made it under 8 hours, I thought I could finish before them...so much for that, the lead male and female runner passed me by at under 7 and half hours, and finished the 52 mile race at 7:45 Hr and 7:47 Hr respectively (and a full hour before the 3rd place finisher).  I was in awe, especially of the lead female, Nicole Studer, who cheerily and effortlessly passed me by around her 50th mile (I was merely on my 32nd and half mile), as if she were out there on a simple five mile training run.  Sucking in my pride, and still having a comfortable margin to make it in under 8 hours, I took it a bit easier the last 2 miles...I didn’t have the strength left in me to push the pace over possibly the worst section of the course anyway.  About a mile to the finish, there’s a long stretch of beach like sand, and you’ll be trudging through that sandpit slightly uphill for most of the way...the conditions of the trail could have been so much worse, considering there was a 40% chance of rain the previous night *shudders*.

I ran it in to finish at 7:55 Hrs, not the time was I expecting (was hoping to finish between 7:15-7:30 Hr), but I can live with it; if my legs were healthy and I can nail down my nutrition just right (and stop taking pictures...), I know I’m capable of going Sub 7 for the 55K on this course, and I’ll definitely be back here next year to give it another shot, though I may try for the 52 miler again.  Upon finishing the race, I wondered out loud to the Race Director (besides joking that the course is 5K too long), why haven’t I ever been to the trails of Possum Kingdom before, with it being fairly close the DFW area?  I want to thank Endurancebuzz Adventures and all their volunteers for putting together another fun race, and for especially on finding a gem of a trail just 2 hours away from the DFW area.  I probably would have never discovered that such a beautiful, diverse, and fun to run trail existed close to the DFW area, and will be looking forward to their next race held on the first of June on the gorgeous and lush Pine-needle covered trails of Tyler State Park, the Whispering Pines 50K Trail Ultra...it’s been much too long since I’ve last visited that trail running paradise in North Texas.  

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Garmin Link of the 17.35 mile loop (Garmin is off by half a mile) - http://connect.garmin.com/activity/304700914

Race Report from Endurancebuzz.com, scroll down for a picture of me on the trails - http://endurancebuzz.com/2013/05/08/possum-kingdom-trail-run-2013-results/

Sunday, April 7, 2013

2013 Hell's Hills 50K Race Recap

My race at this year's Hells Hills 50K started out all right, finished the first 25K loop in about 3 hours and was feeling pretty good going into my second. Didn't think a Sub-6 Hour finish was possible, but maybe I could match my 6:12 Hr finish at Rocky Raccoon 50K I thought...then it went all downhill. My ITB was painfully acting up again around mile 21 or 22, and I had to frequently walk to settle it back down; don't think I aggravated it, but it was getting very discomforting near the end.  Hopefully it'll recover fast, because I can't afford to wait out too long for the problem to simply "go away" when it comes to training for Cactus Rose, which will be just around the corner sooner than I'll realize.

During the race, all the rocks were getting to me, it seemed the trails got even rockier from last year, and were beating my feet mercilessly through the Vibram Spyridons.  I heard people describing the trails were smooth from just a few years ago, but erosion over the years and a flood of rain a few days prior to the race has resulted in a lot of loose rocks on the trail in certain sections.  I should've changed into my Altra Lone Peaks on Loop 2, but I'm very stubborn and thought I could tough out the second loop to finish the race in my Vibrams...after the first few miles of the trail loop where it was really rocky, I was ready to beg someone if they could trade shoes with me.  Also, for this race I tried to go through the whole 50K without taking one Gel, and went with Clif Bars and PB&J sandwiches instead. I've been doing all my training runs lately sans gels, opting for my Hummus with Olive Oil Tortilla wraps instead, and it's been working great, didn't want to bring a whole cooler with Hummus wraps to the race so I tried Cliff Bars instead. I'm not sure if it was the reliance on Clif Bars, or that I was just out of shape for a 50K, but I felt pretty much out of Gas for the last several miles; it didn't help that I had only 1 water bottle with me and ran out of water 2 and half miles from the finish... All those issues resulted in a finishing time of 6:47 Hrs, I'll take it, all things considered.


Hanging out at the end of the race, I was discussing the condition of the trails at the Rocky Hill Ranch with a couple of ladies; the devastating droughts from last year has really taken a toll on the beautiful sights around the trails that I experienced from last years Hell's Hills 50K race.  Gone were a lot of the lush greenery along side (if not overgrown...) most of the trails, the beautiful field of Bluebonnets you run through around mile 10 looked like a field of burnt grass this year, and most of the majestic and tall pine trees that towered over both sides of a straight section of pine-needled covered trails that you encounter when you reach the appropriately named Tunnel of Pines aid station were mostly dead and barren.  I wished I had a camera on me last year at Hells Hills to capture the sights...I'm glad I didn't bring a camera this year because it was a bit depressing to witness the toll the recent droughts have caused.  There was still a lot of good sights to take in this year though, and the challenging trails of constant ups and down and twisty turns makes for a thrilling race for those looking for a beginner to intermediate level trail race.  Hoping the conditions improve next year, because I'm still intent on a Sub-6 Hr finish on this fun and adrenaline-pumping course...maybe not with the Vibrams again.

Saturday, March 30, 2013

2013 Race schedule for the remaining year


For 2013 it’s Cactus Rose 100 Mile or bust; the trail ahead will be painful, wearisome, and soaked with gallons of my blood, sweat, and tears...I wouldn’t expect anything less when it comes to training for the toughest race in Texas.  First up is a return to my first 50K from last year, Hells Hills 50K.  I had my heart set out on running a Sub-6 Hr race at Hells Hills, but my recovery from Rocky Raccoon 100 Mile has been slow and so far incomplete (I never did run a 5K as I said would at the end of my RR100 race report...).  My ITB is still nagging me at times, but after several weeks on rough trails, daring my ITB to rear it’s ugly head again...it hasn’t let me down yet, and I guess should be thankful I’m in good enough shape to even consider a 50K two months out from the epic sufferfest that was Rocky Raccoon.  Hoping for a Sub-6 Hr finish at Hells Hills, but I won’t risk aggravating my ITB to do so, I’ll be happy just to finish injury free.  I also want to leave my legs still feeling fresh and strong for the next race three weeks out, the Possum Kingdom 52 Mile run.

At the moment, I’m still unsure about tackling the 52 Miler for Possum Kingdom and may drop to the 55K instead because the course profile scares me a bit...as I’ve said on my Bandera 50K Race Recap, running hills has never been a strong point for me, and the PK race has around 4,200ft elevation gain from my estimates; it may be too soon to take on such a challenge only three months after Rocky Raccoon.  It’s not just the elevation gain either, the heat of a late April race plays a factor too, especially if I’m going to be out on the course for 12+ hours...thankfully, I had all last year to learn how to deal with running in the hot Texas Spring weather.  The PK run will be a good barometer to gauge my hill climbing ability and help me mentally to get ready for Cactus Rose, who’s hills and terrain are even more brutal.

The summer stretch of races will be a torrid flurry of 5 Ultra races only 3 weeks apart, starting with one of my favorite trail races from last year, Whispering Pines 50K.  I’m a little bit bummed that WP50K was moved from it’s later date back in October of last year, it would have made a nice last training run for Cactus Rose, but I won’t miss out on an excuse to visit the gorgeous trails of Tyler State Park.  I probably fear the next four races of the Capt’n Karl series as much as CR100, they’re rough and very technical trails held at night in the middle of the scorching Texas Summer; my biggest concern is recovering from each race in time for the next, as I usually come out of these 60Ks feeling extremely beat up after stumbling over rocks all night and need about a week or two to feel recovered.  Burnout and injuries is a huge concern from running so much grueling ultras over such a short period of time; while a buckle would be nice from completing all four Capt Karl races, I’ll probably axe Mule Shoe or Colorado Bend from the schedule (I loved Reveille Ranch from last year too much to skip) to save my body from the wear and tear.

Hopefully I’ll come out of the Summer races in one piece, because I’m really looking forward to the (unannounced as of yet) 50K trail run at Lake Texoma late in September.  The Cross Timbers Trail Marathon held in mid February at the same Lake Texoma trails, was my first trail Marathon, and was the spark that really ignited my love for the trails and the challenge they present.  I couldn’t attend the race this year because it was so close to Rocky Raccoon, so I’m excited about making a return trip to Lake Texoma and even exploring the “Lost Loop” section of the trail that the new race will cover for the first time.  The trails at Lake Texoma are punishingly tough as well, with steep, practically vertical in some places, climbs making it a great last long training run for my main goal race of the year, Cactus Rose 100 Mile.

Image from Tejastrails.com

Besides the pretty buckle, the main reason I have a desire to test myself against Cactus Rose is for motivation to take my hill training seriously this year.  If I’m ever going to stand a chance of completing much tougher races that I dream of running someday like Western States 100, Pine to Palm 100, or the Tahoe Rim Trail 100, all races featuring well over TWICE the elevation gain of Cactus Rose and all starting at high altitude in the mountains, then I need to be able to complete much tougher 100 mile runs than the relatively flat Rocky Raccoon before I even dare think of running those dream races.  Even after I complete Cactus Rose, I still feel those races I listed above are at least 2 to 3 years away before I feel confident enough in my legs to sign up...the mountains those races run over aren’t going anywhere, I have the time to make my own way there.

2013 Race schedule for the remaining year:

Hells Hills 50K                           April 6th
Possum Kingdom 52 Mile         April 27th
Whispering Pines 50K              June 1st
Pedernales Falls 60K               June 22nd
Mule Shoe Bend 60K                July 13th
Colorado Bend 60K                  August 3rd
Reveille Ranch 60K                  August 24th
Lake Texoma 50K                     September 28th (Race has yet to be official)
Cactus Rose 100 Mile              October 26th
Isle du Bois 18K                        December 1st
Dallas Marathon                        December 8th

Wait, what the heck is a road Marathon doing on this list?  I really need to get the Sub-4 Hr road Marathon finish off my back, it’s just one of those goals that probably every runner wants to accomplish.  The Dallas Marathon was also my first and only road Marathon as well, so I’ve always had the desire to return again soon, though I’m not sure I’ll be able to seriously race any event for the rest of the year after Cactus Rose; based on how slow I recovered from Rocky Raccoon, I probably won’t be able to even run for a month after Cactus...

 

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Retiring an old friend


I had been looking for a way to sort of "memorialize" my old pair of Vibram Spyridons before I stash it away forever in that great big shoe closet in the sky, and just got an idea for it recently. The Spyridons has been with me through my very first Ultra at Hells Hills 50K, 6 additional Ultras through 2012 including both my 50 Milers, a couple smaller trail races, and countless training runs in between for an estimated 500 trail miles. I was very tempted to bring my old pair of Spyridons to Rocky Raccoon 100 for one last go around, but it's pretty much falling apart now, so I wore it's sexy new Orange/Olive Spyridon sibling instead.

There's a sense of primal connection I feel whenever I take my Vibrams on the trail, to be so close to the ground and actually feel the roughness and all the subtleties of the terrain you're running on provides a whole new sensory aspect to trail running that's simply missing with bulky and cushioned shoes. You can't exactly picture yourself as a lithe and agile jungle cat steathily making your way through the woods with a pair of Hokas on, but that's how I imagine myself a lot of the times on the trail with my Vibrams. With that said though...it's not always the best choice to bring them on very technical trails, I've been ceding more of those grounds to my Altras, but I feel like I'm running partially blind every time.
Time to retire an old friend, I've never felt more attached to a shoe in my life; I can't help but find myself sometimes staring at it and reminiscing about all the pain and glory it has carried me through on one grueling Ultra after another. Here's hoping my newest pair of Spyridons will see me through even more amazing and challenging Ultra races and many miles of great memories on the trail; its already off to a good start with the completion of Rocky Raccoon 100. A list of the races I've finished wearing my retired Spyridons:

2012 Run Like the Wind - 51 Miles

2012 Wild Hare 50 Mile
2012 Rocky Raccoon 50K
2012 Whispering Pines 50K
2012 Reveille Ranch 60K
2012 Cedar Ridge Trail Run 36K
2012 Pedernales Falls 60K
2012 Pandora BoX of RoX Half-Marathon Trail Run
2012 Hells Hills 50K

Sunday, February 10, 2013

2013 Rocky Raccoon 100 Mile Race Report

On the first weekend of February, a major annual sporting event was being held that I’ve been anxiously awaiting for all year, no not the Super Bowl, but what is considered by some the local “Super Bowl” for Texas trail runners, the 2013 Rocky Raccoon 100 Mile Endurance Trail Run (also a 50M option).  This wasn’t supposed to be the year to challenge myself at the 100 mile distance; I had only started running Ultras since last April and laid out a rough road map at the beginning of last year to tackle various Marathons and Ultras, including half a dozen or so 50 milers, all in an effort to build a solid base of races under my legs as I work up the nerve to make a go of it at Rocky Raccoon 100 in 2014.  The faint optimistic side of me, however, wanted a shot at the 100 at Rocky Raccoon in 2013; with the race entries selling out in record time by July (it sold out a year earlier in December!), I had to register quickly once the floodgates were opened for 50 milers to sign up for the race.  With little time to hem and haw and spend agonizing months of talking myself in and out of running the hundred, and some encouragement from Ultra running friends (Ultra Runners are truly a terrible influence), I sat at my desk, ashen faced with dread staring at the register button for probably half an hour and finally signed up for the 100; the race sold out two weeks later.  I could have always drop down to the 50 miler later on I told myself, but something about hitting that final confirmation register button makes it so that there’s no turning back now; no matter how badly I wanted to drop to the 50 later on, I was committed to running the 100...nothing left to do now but train for the impossible.

As it turns out, signing up for the 100 was the best thing I did for my training, as it finally made me take training and approaching Ultras more seriously; sure I was already committed to Wild Hare 50 Mile in November by that point, but that distance didn’t quite scare me as much as a 100 Miler did.  Following mainly the 100 mile training program at the Ultra Ladies Trail Running website that emphasized back to back long runs on the weekends in order to condition your legs to run while fatigued in the later stages of an Ultra, I felt stronger than I ever had before and started knocking out Ultras every 2-4 weeks (along with PR’s) for several months; until I got a just a bit too sure of myself and took on a challenge that was perhaps, a bridge too far.  Just 3 weeks after my first 50 mile at Wild Hare, where I put in a pretty decent performance completing the run in about 11:18Hrs, I signed up for the Run Like the Wind 24 Hour timed run event held in December at Austin, Tx.  

I wasn’t anywhere near ready to run for 24 hours, especially so soon after Wild Hare, but with Rocky just two months away, I felt I badly needed the experience of just being on my feet for that long of a period.  My objective at Run Like the Wind was to work on some Run/Walk strategies, see how long I could last on my feet, and just enjoy myself out there with no specific goal to stress myself about.  While I found the timed format and short 1KM course to be monotonous, I generally had a great time at RLtW, you’ll probably never eat better at a running event, as the race director was cooking meals all day like grilled cheese sandwiches, spinach lasagna, quiche, other great food items, and a variety of delicious hot soup and gourmet coffee to keep you warm late into the night, I’ve never eaten so well at a race before!  Being stuck on such a short course for hours on end, you can really get to know other runners who are often eager to strike up long and interesting conversations to distract from the monotony of going around in circles over and over again.  The course wasn’t in the best of shape and had a lot of hard mulch that constantly beat under my feet while wearing my Vibram Spyridon trail shoes.  I was also not fully recovered from Wild Hare either, the last 6 miles were painfully slow, where I had to stop after every half mile for an extended break.  I reached my goal there of at least 50 miles (turned out I had an extra bonus mile later on), and dropped at just under 14 hours...my feet were so numb I couldn’t stand for an hour afterwards.  While I would do Run Like the Wind all over again if given the chance, I was effectively burnt out from running afterwards and spent the next two weeks barely getting out of bed for a run...with Rocky coming ever closer on the calendar, I started to worry.

After a couple low mileage weeks following Run Like the Wind, I did what I always do to stay motivated to train, I signed up for another Ultra, Bandera 50K in January, where I would plan to use it as my last long run before Rocky.  In the meantime, I seeked out any trail running group I could find because I had a lot of trouble motivating myself for those long tortuous training runs.  First up was with a pickup group at the Lake Georgetown trails, whom I promptly missed out on after arriving late, but happened to run into the third place finisher at Cactus Rose 50 Miler.  For most of the Marathon loop around the lake, I thought he was trying to get me killed by speeding through the ridiculously technical trails of Lake Georgetown and bombing the rocky downhills with absolute reckless abandon.  At any moment I was deathly afraid of busting my head open on the sharp cheese grater rocks that litters the course like the Lunar landscape, but it was exhilarating at the same time as I haven’t really tested my speed and gone all out in so long, while training for Ultras speedwork is almost an afterthought sometimes; managed to hang onto him for a good 21 miles anyway before I bonked hard...still managed a Marathon PR that day.  My longest mileage week for the month came right before Bandera 50K when I joined a small group for a 20 mile training run at Huntsville on Saturday and did an extra 18 mile the following Sunday (53 total miles for the week), and as I wrote in my race recap for Bandera, running it on exhausted non-tapered legs was part of the plan to get me ready for Rocky...I would question myself later at Rocky if that was a good idea or not, Bandera 50K under muddy conditions felt a lot tougher than the Wild Hare 50 Mile that I ran earlier.

That 3 week spurt of hard training helped to ease my mind a bit going into Rocky, but I was still way off on the 100 mile training schedule I was supposed to follow, not once did I hit the high volume 60-70+ mile weeks that was scheduled, and only broke 50 miles in a week once all December and January!  This sent my anxieties about running a 100 mile race into overdrive, and I proceeded to sandbag to everyone I knew and all over the Tejas Trails Facebook group.  I needed to publicly lower expectations about the race (such as abandoning delusions of a sub 24 finish) to take some of the pressure off myself, and soak up whatever last minute advice and encouragement I could receive; the Tejas Trails Facebook group truly is one of the best running communities you’ll find online, filled with passionate and knowledgeable runners from all walks of life.  I may have had to stumble into Rocky woefully under trained, but at least I would be rested and prepared.  I’ve learned a lot from all the previous Ultra’s I’ve ran in the past year, and would recommend anyone contemplating a 100 miler to spend at least a year racking up as much Ultras in the 50K to 50 Mile range as they can.  I came into Rocky with my legs well rested from a long 3 week taper, took the time to prepare my drop bag for anything I might possibly need, planned my nutrition and race strategies over the course of the day, and sprung for a Hotel room just to get an extra 2 hours of sleep (Huntsville is less than a 3 hour drive from where I live in Dallas); anything can happen in a long Ultra though, and I would be in for an incredibly long, painful, and difficult ordeal when disaster struck early into the race.

Learning from the race morning crush from Bandera where it took me over an hour just to park my car, pick up my race packet, and barely making it to starting line with 5 minutes to spare (no time to hit the porta johns, had to sneak into the woods for one last go); I picked up my packet the day before the race, attended a great trail briefing, and arrived early to Huntsville State Park the morning of the race.  It was nice to actually have some time before the race to stretch, calm some last minute jitters, and catch up with friends I only get to see at these races and this being one of the largest trail runs in Texas, it seemed like everyone I knew showed up for the race and plenty more people that I didn’t but recognized me online.  Races serve as a large social gathering more than anything, especially to Ultra Runners who probably spend the majority of their long training runs alone, I normally walk away with a half a dozen or more new friends after each event.  

So bright and clean at the start.

After more than a years worth of training and nearly 3 and half years since I first read “Born to Run” and started dreaming of running a 100 miler someday, the countdown to the 6am start time completed, and off I went with 339 other runners down a single track trail in the darkness to start the race.  It was an awe-inspiring sight to see a “Trail of Fireflies” as a never-ending stream of bobbing headlamps snaked down a winding trail as I looked behind me.  The first loop went by before I knew it, I approached Rocky with a run 8 minutes and walk 3 minutes interval strategy, but the first 3 miles to the first Aid station at the Nature Center went by in a blur and would have been difficult to stop anyway with hundreds of other runners directly behind me on a single track trail.  I decided to start my intervals after the Nature Center, but kept running into old friends and complete strangers to strike up conversations with and spent most of the first loop chatting.  Finished the first of five 20 mile loops in 4:14:50 Hrs, a little bit faster than I would have wanted, was targeting an easy 14 minute pace for my first loop; next time I’ll try starting near the back of the pack to make sure I don’t go out so fast.

It was now noon, with little cloud cover, the temperatures was slowly starting to rise from the mid 40s into the mid 70s with lots of humidity; I grabbed my handheld water bottle, in addition to the 20 oz fuel belt I was already wearing, and headed off to start the second loop...I didn’t get very far before an old nemesis came back to haunt me for the entire race.  If you’ve read my previous race reports, I’ve talked a lot about coming back from a lengthy injury to my left knee that held me back to limited miles for half of 2011; it’s the main source of anxiety that I have about running and why I’m hesitant to really push myself towards new challenges before I feel ready for them, and also why I chose Wild Hare to be my first 50 miler, because I would have most of 2012 to ease into my training for it.  My knee problem is the constant boogeyman that I live with, and every-time there’s the slightest bit of pain coming from my left knee, I panic and shut down my running in fear of aggravating it further.  I was feeling great starting off loop 2, and then it hit me at around mile 23, the Iliotibial band over my left knee crapped out on me, so soon into Rocky, I was mortified.  I haven’t had ITB issues for over half a year now, I’ve done both my 50 milers and Bandera 50K without a hint of pain, the Running Gods were cruel to torment me on my Goal race!  Was Bandera the straw that broke the camels back when it came to my aggravating my ITB, with it’s tough climbs and muddy conditions, or was I just worn out completely after a year of hard racing with 8 Trail Ultras and another 2 Trail Marathons?  I would have more time to contemplate that question later, it was much too early to quit now on my Goal race (any other race, and I might have dropped).  Afterwards, I couldn’t run more than 5 minutes before my knees would badly ache and I would have to take a 2-3 minute walking break to settle my knee pain back down.  I was already doing a Run/Walk interval strategy anyway, I just had to dial back my running a few minutes and walk a bit more, and once I made it past the second loop, I can grab my Cho-Pat Dual Action Knee Strap for loop 3 and hope for the best.  

I reached the DamNation aid station 6 miles into the loop and stopped for a few minutes to massage my knee, something I will be doing at every Aid station and any log I could sit on from now on, before heading out to start the DamNation loop.  The DamNation loop is a 6 mile out-n-back, beginning and ending at the aid-station, I could have sworn the loop didn’t take half as long during the first go around.  In addition to my Run/Walk strategy, I planned to walk any hill and incline I saw, at least for the first 3 loops, the goal was to start loop 4 with my legs still feeling fresh.  I knew that if I pushed myself too hard in the first 3 loops and my legs felt trashed going into the fourth loop, I may have not finished the race.  I read many people DNF at Rocky after the 3rd loop because they pushed themselves too hard at the beginning, and the thought of 40 more miles was too daunting to contemplate; at Rocky the race really begins at loop 4, the first 60 miles is just a training run.  The DamNation loop starts off with a lot of long gradual inclines, and for the sake of my knee, I started power-walking anything above 0 degree grade.  The temperature was now in the mid 70s, and I started taking in an S-Cap and three Endurolytes every hour (works like magic for me, I cramp everytime I try to get away with less in similar temperatures) to stave off cramps, ran shirtless and used my second water bottle to periodically dump ice-cold water over my head.  I don’t like to drink much in a race, as it causes stomach issues for me, so the second water bottle to cool myself down was crucial, and especially needed as I drained all my water bottles upon finishing the DamNation loop...it will only seemingly get longer and longer each time I start it again.  

I finished the second loop in 5:04:21 Hrs, not bad timing for being hobbled with a bum knee; before heading off for the 3rd loop, I grabbed my Cho-pat knee strap from my drop bag along with a headlamp for when it gets dark again at the end of the loop.  The knee strap was a huge relief for me, the last time my ITB flared up this bad was during the middle of Pedernales Falls 60K back in June of last year, it allowed me to finish the race, so while I was a little more optimistic with my chances of finishing the race with the knee strap, I still had 60 more miles to go.  The knee strap didn’t quite alleviate the pain, however, but I was able to run a lot longer before I had to stop for walking breaks (around 9 minute run for ever 3 minute walk); I still chose to take things conservatively with my interval strategy though and kept things easy going, I would need my knee intact for the last two loops.  The DamNation loop this time took nearly 1 and half hours to complete, but ran into a couple friends that made the time fly by quicker, including an older 60-something year old guy who I met earlier during the first 3 miles of the race, Bobby K, who was on his 14th go around at Rocky 100!  The race got dark by this time and he was caught without a headlamp, so I ran with him till we made it back to DamNation; it was amazing just listening to the guy, he’s lived a pretty incredible life, one of things I enjoy most about running Ultras is the people you meet, and I think everyone doing these tough races have a story to tell, because we all have to be a little bit peculiar to want to run a 100 miles in the first place.  

I would run into Bobby K again later, after a brief stop at DamNation for some wonderful hot Vegan Barley soup they were serving at night, and after so many gels, I felt re-energized to have something hot in my stomach (especially when the temperature started dropping); off I went to a 3 and half mile trek to the next aid station, called Park Road, on one of the most boring parts of the trail, it’s pretty much a flat jeep road but I met a few more people along the way to keep it interesting.  Ran into the only other person there wearing Vibram Spyridons besides me that I saw, met her briefly on the second loop, but with this being her first 50 miler, the roots must have gotten a bit much out of her so she had to switch shoes; I was doing great so far in avoiding the roots, but they will ding me hard a few times later on.  After she couldn’t keep up anymore, I ran a mile or so with my friend David J, who was going for the Tejas 300 (a Granite in the shape of Texas for completing Cactus Rose 100 Mile, Bandera 100K, and Rocky Raccoon 100 Mile, sequentially in that order), unfortunately he was having a rough go of it, and I found out he had to drop later on; ran with him for about a mile before he fell behind.  After having ran into such an accomplished Ultra runner in Bobby, I met an equally accomplished older lady who was power-walking her way to a 50 Mile finish.  Not sure how the conversation got started, but it turns she was on her 1,300th mile finish of Rocky (combined 100 and 50 Mile races); she was telling me about her knee injuries and how it kept her out of running for a few years, this gave me the opportunity to ask her about my own knee problems.  I was growing very worried at this point that I may be doing permanent damage to my knees, because it wasn’t getting any better, but she assured me that as long as I stuck to my short intervals and don’t push the knee too hard, I wasn’t going to permanently damage it.  She also showed me a few stretching exercises to loosen up the ITB that would help immensely later on, feeling relieved after all the advice I received from her, I thanked her and ran on ahead to complete the third loop in 5:34:44 Hrs.

With it being night-time for several hours now, the roots were getting harder and harder to avoid with just one headlamp, so I grabbed my second headlamp from my drop-bag (I wrap the band around my arm and palm the headlamp, very comfortable to hold this way and easy to direct the light with my hands), also my Brooks Essential Run Jacket for the cold (temperatures would drop to the mid 40s again), and before I left...re-lubed up on Vaseline; mentioning this purely as PSA for the new trail runners out there contemplating a 100 miler or even a 50 Mile, Vaseline or baby rash cream like Desitin will be needed periodically to apply “down there where the sun doesn’t shine” or you’ll experience VERY uncomfortable chafing 8 hours or so into your run.  Shortly after leaving for the fourth loop I ran into another “legend” of the Ultra-running world, Parvaneh Moayedi, an older lady I met during Pedernales Falls 60K who goes around completing Marathons and Ultras practically every week (260 something lifetime total, I think), even when she broke her arm!  Got the chance to ask her some advice about dealing with ITB pain, and most importantly got reassurance that taking pain killers like Advil or Tylenol would be okay during an Ultra, as long as I continued to take it easy and stay well hydrated.  Pain killers is something I try to avoid as much as possible, as I prefer to “listen to my body” and what it’s telling me; I fear masking the pain would cause me to do too much damage, but the pain in my left knee was slowly ratcheting up, I would be begging for pain killers later on.

Parvaneh was falling behind, so I thanked her and ran ahead, not long after I ran into Bobby K again and we immediately struck up conversation.  He was telling me about his past life in the service as a Paratrooper, living 7,000ft up in the mountains of Arizona in his current home, and his adventures of running in the rugged trails and facing dangerous wildlife in his many jaunts through the forest.  He’s had more near death experiences than he could count (including one that almost paralyzed him in a parachuting accident), and lives life to the fullest as a result, I couldn’t help but think I wanted to grow up to be exactly like him when I’m his age.  We made it to the Nature Center aid station in no time, I bid Bobby farewell and ran ahead, I wouldn’t see him again till he blew past me on the fifth loop.  The short 3 mile trip between the Nature Center aid station and DamNation is one of the rootier sections of the trail, this is where two powerful light sources come in handy, a headlamp to see further in the distances, and a handheld one to direct where you’re stepping on the ground.  I was being extremely careful with the roots, but after 60 miles, exhaustion sets in making it hard to pick up your feet, I stubbed my toes particularly hard, and at that point in the race, the pain seemed to magnified triple fold...it wouldn’t be my last time.  Vibrams Spyridons does have decent toe bumper protection, but no where near the protection of something like the Altra Lone Peaks that I had as my back-up shoe, but I’m stubborn when it comes to Vibrams, and was determined to finish the entire race in them.

By the time I made it to DamNation, the pain in my left knee was getting more intense, I rested there for about 10 minutes to massage and stretch my ITB (not to mention more soup), and would have stayed longer, but DamNation was starting to look like a M.A.S.H camp at this point with weary runners huddled under blankets not wanting to leave.  I saw an Aid Station volunteer there talking to a runner who seemed to be in state of shell-shock, it was painful just to witness, I asked for some Aleve, pounded down a can of V8 (never tasted so good!), and got out of there in a hurry.  The painkillers kicked in about half an hour into the fourth DamNation loop, and I was able to move in a decent pace this time.  I started running into less and less runners by this point, with the 50 milers already done and me being fairly in the back of the pack for 100 milers, along with no Pacers to keep me company, I prepared for a lonely march.  Thankfully I ran into couple people along the way, including Juan who seemed to be having a lot of trouble when I met him, this was both of our’s first 100 miler.  We talked for a bit about why exactly are we in the middle of a 100 mile run, the various pain and ailments we're both struggling through, and upcoming future races; where he’s doing the Caballo Blanco Copper Canyon 50 Mile Ultra next month, a long time dream of his and mine.  After a while of talking, I had to keep moving on, and we parted ways; was relieved to see him finish at the end, and later found out in his own race report that I was big help in motivating him to finish the race.  Everyone may be in there own races, but in a long Ultra, in a way, we’re all in this together; it’s always nice to receive a bit of encouragement from other runners late into a race, even if it is just a short “Keep it up” or “Finish Strong” while they pass you up.  

After finishing up the DamNation loop, the long Jeep road to the Park Road Aid station seemed to stretch on forever, and I ran it completely alone without another headlamp in sight.  I remember joking earlier to a runner who was in the 50 Miler that I was so looking forward to all the hallucinations and freaking out that can occur during 100 milers so late into the race that I’ve read about in “Born to Run”.  While I didn’t quite experience much of that during my run at Rocky, this was one of the few moments that I started freaking out.  The Jeep road seemed endlessly long, I kept looking around swearing a turn would come up at any moment, only to be disheartened to see a reflective marker far off into the distances. A few times, I must have hallucinated and jumped aside thinking a tall and dark monster was jumping at me, but it just turned out to be trees...even though I was in pain, I started running faster just to get through this section.  I was relieved to finally make it to the Park Road AS, rested my knees a bit, had some Ramen soup, and gorged myself on some amazing Nutella Coffee squares there.  With the brief rest and all that sugar and caffeine, I was back to my senses and headed off to finish the loop.  The rest of the trip to finish up loop four was pretty uneventful, near the end of the loop though, my ITB pain started becoming excruciatingly bad...I hobbled my way to finish line in almost an hour greater time than my last one, at 6:25:23 Hrs.

It was now around 3:15 am on Sunday morning, and I’ve been running for 21:15 hrs, with most of it on a bum knee that was now screaming bloody murder at me.  I asked the AS volunteers there for some painkillers, he said he didn’t have any, and that’s when I started shamelessly pleading for some because my ITB was killing me.  Someone close by heard me, and gave me some Tylenol, thanking him, I sat down for around 10 minutes to massage and stretch my ITB, along with the rest of my legs that were beginning to all tighten up on me.  I had a cold Vege Pizza at the aid station, and before leaving for my final loop, I proclaimed out loud “Death March to Finish!” to some cheers and slowly started the fifth and final loop...in dreadful pain.  The first 3 miles to the Nature Center AS I passed a ton of people on their way to the finish area, congratulating those finishing up their races and wishing luck to those who had one more loop to go; it was a re-energizing moment to see the happy faces on the finishers, and running into some friends I hadn’t seen in awhile finishing up their fourth loops.  

I was now in Aid Station to Aid Station survival mode, I made it to the Nature Center AS in surprisingly good pace, running past all those people helped me forget about my pain a little.  I got stuffed with warm mash potatoes before leaving for DamNation, this time the 3 mile trip would be tortuously slow.  My calves started seizing up, and it became painful even to run downhill now, with this being one of the more rootier sections, somehow I could swear the roots have doubled in number AND in size, I stubbed my toes a few times more, the pain would shoot through my body like lightning.  I limped into DamNation, sat down and never wanted to get up again.  When I got there, there was this girl passed out in the chair for about half an hour, the volunteers managed to coax her out of the aid station, but she came right back like a lost puppy and went back to sleep, passing out almost immediately.  Freaked out by the sight, just like the last time at DamNation of the shell-shocked runner, I got my soup, pounded down another V8, and left for my final DamNation loop...I didn’t get more than 15 feet before I almost felt like crying from all the pain, and wondering how much more my ITB could take before it snaps like a twig from under me; yes, the thought of race organizers finding me lying crumpled on the side of the trail entered my head if I continued on at that point.  

I sat down on a log beside the trail for a moment to gather myself, I never felt more like quitting than at that point, the 6 mile DamNation loop never seemed more daunting, and after that I would still have 8 more miles to go!  I remember discussing with a friend over a year ago who was just starting out Ultras, that you’re not proving anything to anyone by running a 100 mile race, and that’s true; most people you know thinks you’re crazy for attempting any Ultra distance event in the first place, much less a 100 mile race!  I had something to prove to myself though, before I started running Marathons and Ultras my life felt pretty damn stagnant, working at the same boring office job day in and day out wondering what to make of it all.  I was suffocating with the content I had with my life at that point and I started running again after a long hiatus to deal with the stress; that eventually led me to the book “Born to Run”, the world of running, trails, and Ultras and the challenge they present has called to me ever since.  I was running a 100 mile race that day to prove to myself that no matter how long and perilous the challenge may be, that I would still be able to find someway to draw on some deep hidden well inside of myself, to find the will to keep moving forward, and finish what I’ve started.  I got up, fished out my iPod, played the "Rocky Balboa: The Best of Rocky" soundtrack album, and got moving.

As cliche and corny as it may seem, the Rocky Balboa soundtrack was deeply motivating for me, especially when Survivor’s “Eye of the Tiger” song came on; I sang along, embarrassingly so, forgetting a lot of the pain I was in, the lyrics never seemed more fitting to me than at that very moment in my life.  With lyrics like these:  

“Went the distance now I'm back on my feet
Just a man and his will to survive
So many times, it happens too fast
You trade your passion for glory
Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past
You must fight just to keep them alive”

And:

“Risin' up straight to the top
Had the guts, got the glory
Went the distance, now I'm not gonna stop
Just a man and his will to survive“

It’s as if the song was made for Ultra Runners to pick themselves up from the moment of utter despair and keep moving forward, no matter what.  I resolved to finish the race after that song, it won’t be getting any easier though, it would take me over 2 hours to cover the final 6 mile DamNation loop.  I eventually ran into two ladies about half an hour into the loop, one was pacing another lady who was walking at a 45 degree angle the entire time, I wasn’t the only one suffering out there.  I asked them if they had any painkillers, the Pacer gave me some Advil, and proceeded to talk non-stop for probably 15 minutes or so.  The other lady didn’t say a word, it must have been like that for awhile for these two, so the first person the Pacer had a chance to talk to, she wasn’t going to stop.  They were going at pretty good walking pace, so I didn’t mind too much, and it helped take my mind off the pain a bit.  Once the extra painkillers started kicking in, and I was finally able to get in a word, I bid them good luck and started running again.  

It was well past 6am by this point, I had been up on my feet running for a full day now, and the Sun was finally coming up again.  After spending 12 hours straight in the cold dark night running, the sunlight was rejuvenating and at the same time, highly disorienting.   As I said earlier, it would take me over 2 hours to finish this loop, going at effectively a 20+ min/mile pace, the DamNation loop was dragging on forever.  With me being disoriented from the bright sunlight, I started panicking and wondering if I was lost, all the trees suddenly seemed similar to what I vaguely remember that was there at the beginning of the race.  I had my GPS watch on me this time to map the course for Rocky, I had been using my interval watch for the rest of the race, so I knew how painfully slow I was moving and how much more miles I had to go; I took solace in the numbers, it was the only thing I had to go by.

For all the times I stubbed my toes hard on the roots at Rocky, I had never once fell down, until now.  I was Zombie running, exhausted and hungry, the loop had gone on for too long and I had nothing to eat; I was just mindlessly moving my body forward hoping to make it back to the DamNation aid station soon, that’s when I promptly tripped on a root and collasped onto the ground.  It wasn’t a hard fall or anything, but I just didn’t want to get up, the ground underneath felt so invitingly soft to lie on, and there I laid for maybe a good 2-3 minutes.  The brief rest was exactly what I needed to wake myself up and finish up this damn loop (pun intended)!  After another mile, I finally ran into other runners and someone I recognized, the lady who had helped me at Wild Hare so many months back.  It was really great to see her again, she was out pacing a friend, and we immediately broke out in conversation for the rest of the way back to DamNation.

I hated having to watch her go, but I needed to rest my knee at DamNation for awhile, and I was so hungry I ate everything in sight, luckily they still had more of their wonderful soup left.  I now had less than 8 miles to go, and with 4 hours left, I actually wondered out loud if I could actually make the cut-off...I was moving that dreadfully slow.  On the way to the Park Road AS, I eventually ran into two other runners who had been death marching their entire last loop, I joined them in the march on that long jeep road.  We got to talking, one upping each other on how much more pain the other was in, and when one of them mentioned he took some Hydrocodone he found in a bag on the side of the trail out of desperation from walking on a swollen ankle for most of the loop...he won that conversation.  

The trip to the Park Road AS didn’t seem too long that time thanks to them, they marched off on ahead, while I had to rest my knee again for awhile.  I got a surprise when my friend Ben Martinez finally caught up to me, I hadn’t seen him since the first loop, he was also going for the Tejas 300 award, so I was happy that he was finally near the end of that grueling challenge.  I joked earlier with him that I may jack him for his Hoka One One’s late into the race, with my feet pretty painful by now in Vibrams, there was maybe a hint of temptation there...but he left soon after arriving.  I fattened up on a some delicious breakfast burritos, ramen soup, and some more of those addictive Nutella Coffee squares and headed off for the final 4.4 miles to the finish.

Inexplicably, I started running again...well shuffling at a decent 16-17 minute pace (it was a decent pace after 95 miles...) most of the way.  Maybe walking for most of the way with the two other guys to the Park Road AS rested my knees, it felt great to be able to do some form of running again, even though my calves were stiff as a rock by this point, and I was developing a lot of pain on my shins.  I threw out finishing sub-24 hours weeks ago as I said earlier in the report, but finishing under 25 or 26 hours seemed very possible, but after my ITB got aggravated so early into the race, I dialed back my expectations to under 28 hours...and finally just to make it under the cutoff of 30 hours when the pain was at it’s worst.  Now that my knees were finally feeling halfway decent again, and after such a long and painful day, I didn’t just want to merely make the cutoff, I wanted a small victory I could be proud of for putting myself through so much torture.  A sub 29 hour finish now seemed possible, maybe even a finish under 28 and half hours if I really pushed myself, with a new goal in mind, I was now running with a bit more purpose under my legs.  

On my way to finish line I passed a handful of what you could accurately describe as the “Walking Wounded”, including a lady who was waddling like a Penguin not being able to bend her legs anymore, she almost took my head off when I informed her she had 2 and half miles to go.  I also passed the two guys I was death marching with earlier just a quarter mile to the finish, they too must’ve had found some life left in their legs.  I was now starting to hear the cheers and loud noises from the crowd, which set me to full on running at a 9 minute pace all the way to finish line, completing my first 100 mile run in 28:32 Hrs.  

Across the finish line

I have never felt more relieved and elated at the same when I crossed the finishing mat for the final time in front of a small, but boisterous crowd.  I received some high-fives and hugs from friends waiting for me at the end before the Race Director handed me the Finisher’s Buckle to signify that the 100 mile journey was officially over, I told him that the buckle was well earned, and got a hug out of him as we took pictures together.  I couldn’t stop smiling as I stayed at the finishing area with friends, cheering on till the very last runners completed their own journeys; it was a very inspiring sight to see all the joy and relief as they all crossed the finish line into the arms of their family and friends.

My finish at Rocky Raccoon 100 has been a long and arduous road that has been over a year in the making that has repeatedly tested my resolve to keep moving forward to it’s limits.  I ran when I was hurt, I ran when I was tired, I ran in the freezing cold, I ran in the pouring rain, I ran after making 2 hours of excuses of not wanting to run, I got up and ran at 4am in the morning many times, I made excuses to get out of countless family gatherings to run, and I ran in many hours of solitude, all to train for one punishing Ultra after another with the underlying goal of crossing that final finishing line at Rocky Raccoon 100.  I can still hardly believe I finally made it, completing a goal that seemed like an unobtainable dream to me 3 and half years ago after reading “Born to Run”.

So I’ve finally obtained that goal I’ve been chasing for so long...now what?  More 100s of course!  Rocky was just the beginning, I want to see just have far these legs can carry me.  I have my sights on Cactus Rose 100, the toughest race there is in Texas, with a date all the way in October, it seems very doable, especially after just completing Rocky.  In the meantime, I’ll be focusing on recovering for a few more weeks, and aiming at much, much shorter races, like a 5K.  I’ve ran many Ultras, but I’ve never actually ran an official 5K or 10K before, I want to focus on the small stuff for awhile and build up my base speed.  I’m not content on just finishing these long Ultras afterall, I do want to start placing higher up in the results sheet as well, maybe even a Sub 24 hour finish at Rocky Raccoon in 2014!

Posing with my Buckle and one of the greatest RD's there is.